you know what pisses me off? school. this is a rant
seriously i don’t even give a fuck if this makes me sound like i’m ungrateful for the education that i get and i’m sure aware of the fact that not every adolescent has the chance to go to school but honestly, school pisses me off so much jesus fucking christ. okay well science-subject wise it is pretty much going downhill, like literally down the fucking hill. wait lemme correct myself, down the friggin himalaya. i am not stupid, i know what i can and i CERTAINLY know my flaws but what REALLY pisses me off are teachers (in this case it’s my physics teacher and maths teacher, both total butts) that have the need to tell you how bad you are and how you need to get your shit together okay alright man, i get it repeat yourself and i will effin slap u okay, i really don’t mean to hurt you or anything but it seems like you’re asking for it…yeah okay, tell me something i don’t know, i mean really come on. and oh my god…seriously, i might have failed that exam in physics got a pretty bad mark, but not the worst. and i know that my oral mark ain’t THAT bad. so actually you’d think i could manage to pass that class right, cos that exam counts 30%…not that much right…so today that butthead actually comes up to me to tell me i have to prepare a presentation to pass… the thing is i am not taking it for my a-levels… that exam i failed was the LAST one. he said that there’s always a reason for why a students marks are getting worse and oh my fucking god, lemme tell you he’s like a child man curious as HELL. so you know, i COULD have told him about stuff that’s going on in my family claiming that that was what brought my marks down but seriously i couldn’t be bothered, and honestly i don’t even think that is the actual reason. like, what 4 years i wanna say? i spent suffering from his bad teaching. no, enough i have had ENOUGH i am done with him.
HOWEVER, i see myself forced to make this presentation. i honestly want to cry because i don’t think i’ll survive, just thinking about it makes me shiver, i cannot hold presentations about topics that i have no cup of care for, i can see myself stuttering in front of class and shit, which is NOT COOL at all. but i really don’t wanna have to tell my mom about it cos she’s already got another difficult child to deal with, i don’t want her to get a heartattack especially because i told her i would fix everything you know. one thing i don’t get though is why he doesn’t let me pass? only a few months left until i’m done with this shit for the rest of my life? WHY WON’T YOU LET ME PASS FOR GODS SAKE
i really don’t want to begin with maths, but all i’m saying is i’m trying to get it right this time, i’m trying real hard man
school you are messing with my life and i don’t like it
